Ghanaian singer, Rosette Nana Frema Korangteng, has shared a long post on Social Media about how she intends to finally commit suicide after a long depression bout.
She confessed to been depressed and suicidal since 2019. She also said that she hasn’t been happy for a long time.
She wrote on Instagram “I just feel like typing what I feel in my heart as tears run down my eye . At this point I’m scared ,I don’t want public sympathy but my fear is leading me to share my emotions. I’m suicidal, I’m so suicidal and the urge is getting so strong
My mother and my kid doesn’t deserve this I know but I’m unable to help it. HELP ME.
From 2019 till 2022 i could actually count the number of times I’ve been happy in my life these 3 to 4 years. I’ve been constantly depressed all these years and there’s not been a 3 days on a roll I haven’t cried 3 hours or more in a day .
I try to keep up and sheild everything all by myself. I hardly speak up my feelings ,I coil in, I try to be strong but things are escalating now.
I’ve several mental breakdowns and the episode that scared me was when I steeped out without knowing where I was going till my mother called me on the street .
I see some of these ladies speak out when they have mental breakdowns and i know it’s just to help ease them up but I’ve covered up all my episodes which had limited my public and social media appearance . I’m sorry to all my friends whoms event I couldn’t show up, if only you guys knew. Pls when everyone says a prayer pls say one for me .
I hope its not too late speaking up now
I’m tired of sleepless nights and wet pillows
At this moment I feel so weak that I’m barely able to stand ,even when I lay on my bed ,I feel the bed is swallowing me up. Maybe today could be my last , if it is, no one should cry for me coz I’ll be finally at peace
To everyone who ever loved me genuinely
I’m sorry especially to my sister”